Where does a girl like me go?
A girl like me…yes, I exist
Tumbling over life, one day at a time
Spilling truths like an innocent toddler
Who barely ever learns to walk
Seeking love and attention from faces unknown
A gentle nudge drives me over the edge
A random smile lights up the day
I don’t know how I live on the extremes.
I get up, I dress up,
I hold on, I still do my work,
While a lust for life gnaws me from within,
You can’t hear my voice,
Unaware of my chaos
You see me as a sad little face
One with a rare happy smile
And eyes that once lured a thousand more like you.
But now it’s all gone.
So tell me,
Where does a girl like me go…
To a house that that was never mine to call home,
To a heart that was never there,
To a world where only money rules,
Or back to the imaginary world of fiction that kept her insanity in check?
You, you have no answers either,
After all how can a lost soul answer another?
If only escapism came as easy to me as you.